Home/Reading Library/梁实秋《寂寞》/梁实秋《寂寞》 40• 3647• 259• HSK N/A (50%) • 1215min Vocab (0) Loading...Reading Options寂寞jìmò是shì一yī种zhǒng清福。我wǒ在zài小xiǎo小xiǎo的de书shū斋里lǐ,焚起一yī炉香xiāng,袅袅的de一yī缕lǚ烟线xiàn笔bǐ直zhí地de上shàng升shēng,一yī直zhí戳chuō到dào顶dǐng棚,好hǎo像xiàng屋wū里lǐ的de空kōng气qì是shì绝对juéduì的de静止jìngzhǐ,我wǒ的de呼吸hūxī都dōu没méi有yǒu搅jiǎo动出chū一yī点diǎn波澜bōlán似的de。我wǒ独dú自暗àn暗àn地de望wàng着zhe那nà条tiáo烟线xiàn发fā怔。屋wū外wài庭tíng院yuàn中的de紫zǐ丁dīng香xiāng还huán带dài着zhe不bù少shǎo嫣红hóng焦jiāo黄huáng的de叶子,枯叶乱luàn枝zhī的de声shēng响xiǎng可kě以yǐ很hěn清qīng晰xī地de听tīng到dào,先xiān是shì一yī小xiǎo声shēng清脆cuì的de折zhé断duàn声shēng,然后是shì撞zhuàng击着zhe枝zhī干gàn的de磕kē碰pèng声shēng,最zuì后是shì落luò到dào空kōng阶上shàng的de拍pāi打声shēng。这zhè时节jié,我wǒ感到dào了le寂寞。在zài这zhè寂寞中我wǒ意识到dào了le我wǒ自己的de存cún在zài--片piàn刻kè的de孤立的de存cún在zài。这zhè种zhǒng境界并bìng不bù太tài易得de,与yǔ环huán境有yǒu关guān,更gèng与yǔ心境有yǒu关guān。寂寞jìmò不bù一yī定dìng要yào到dào深shēn山大dà泽里lǐ去qù寻xún求,只zhī要yào内nèi心清净jìng,随suí便biàn在zài市shì廛里lǐ,陋巷xiàng里lǐ,都dōu可kě以yǐ感gǎn觉jué到dào一yī种zhǒng空kōng灵líng悠逸的de境界,所suǒ谓“心远yuǎn地de自偏”是shì也yě。在zài这zhè种zhǒng境jìng界jiè中,我wǒ们可kě以yǐ在zài想象xiǎngxiàng中翱áo翔xiáng,跳tiào出chū尘世的de渣zhā滓,与yǔ古人rén同游。所suǒ以yǐ我wǒ说shuō,寂寞是shì一yī种zhǒng清福。在zài礼拜堂里lǐ我wǒ也yě有yǒu过guò同样的de经jīng验yàn。在zài伟大dà庄严的de教jiāo堂里lǐ,从cóng彩cǎi色sè玻璃bōli窗透tòu进jìn一yī股gǔ不bù很hěn明亮liàng的de光guāng线xiàn,沉chén重zhòng的de琴qín声shēng好hǎo像xiàng是shì把bǎ人rén的de心都dōu洗xǐ淘táo了le一yī番fān似的de,我wǒ感到dào了le我wǒ自己的de渺小xiǎo。这zhè渺小xiǎo的de感觉便biàn是shì我wǒ意识到dào我wǒ自己存cún在zài的de明证zhèng。因yīn为wèi平píng常连lián这zhè一yī点diǎn点diǎn渺小xiǎo之zhī感都dōu不bù会huì有yǒu的de!我wǒ的de朋友肖丽先xiān生卜居在zài广济寺sì里lǐ,据jù他tā告gào诉我wǒ,在zài最zuì近jìn一yī个gè夜yè晚wǎn,月yuè光guāng皎jiǎo洁jié,天空kōng如rú洗xǐ,他tā独dú自踱出chū僧房,立在zài大dà雄宝bǎo殿的de石阶上shàng,翘qiào首shǒu四sì望wàng,月yuè色是shì那nà样的de晶明,蓊郁的de树shù是shì那nà样的de静止zhǐ,寺sì院是shì那nà样的de肃sù穆mù,他tā忽然顿dùn有yǒu所suǒ悟,悟到dào永yǒng恒héng,悟到dào自我wǒ的de渺小xiǎo,悟到dào四sì大dà皆jiē空kōng的de境jìng界jiè。我wǒ相信xìn一yī个gè人rén常有yǒu这zhè样的de经jīng验yàn,他tā的de胸xiōng襟jīn自然豁huō达寥廓。但是shì寂寞的de清福是shì不bù容易长cháng久jiǔ享xiǎng受的de。它tā只zhī是shì一yī瞬间的de存cún在zài。世shì界jiè有yǒu太tài多duō的de东dōng西xī不bù时的de提tí醒xǐng我wǒ们,提tí醒xǐng我wǒ们一yī件jiàn煞风景jǐng的de事实:我wǒ们的de两liǎng只zhī脚jiǎo是shì踏在zài地de上shàng的de呀ya!一yī只zhī苍蝇cāngying撞zhuàng在zài玻璃bōli窗上shàng挣zhēng扎zhā不bù出chū去qù,一yī声shēng“老lǎo爷太tài太tài可kě怜可kě怜我wǒ这zhè个gè瞎xiā子吧ba”,都dōu可kě以yǐ使shǐ我wǒ们从cóng寂寞中间一yī头栽zāi出chū去qù,栽zāi到dào苦恼kǔnǎo烦fán躁的de漩涡里lǐ去qù。至zhì于yú“催cuī租zū吏”一yī类lèi的de东dōng西xī打上shàng门mén来lái,或是shì“石壕吏”之zhī类lèi的de东dōng西xī半bàn夜yè捉zhuō人rén,其qí足zú以yǐ使shǐ人rén败bài兴生气,就jiù更gèng不bù待dài言了le。这zhè还huán是shì外wài界的de感触,如rú果guǒ自己的de内nèi心先xiān六liù根gēn不bù净jìng,随suí时都dōu意马mǎ心猿,则zé虽suī处chǔ在zài最zuì寂寞的de境地de里lǐ,他tā也yě是shì慌huāng成chéng一yī片piàn,忙máng成chéng一yī团tuán,六liù神无wú主zhǔ,暴跳tiào如rú雷léi,他tā永远yuǎn不bù得de享xiǎng受寂寞的de清福。如rú此cǐ说shuō来lái,所suǒ谓寂寞不bù即jí是shì一yī种zhǒng唯wéi心论,一yī种zhǒng逃táo避bì现实的de现象xiànxiàng吗ma?也yě可kě以yǐ说shuō是shì。一yī个gè高gāo韬隐遁的de人rén,在zài从cóng前的de社shè会huì里lǐ还huán可kě以yǐ存cún在zài,而ér且qiě还huán颇pō受人rén敬jìng重zhòng,在zài现在zài的de社shè会huì里lǐ是shì绝对duì的de不bù可kě能néng。现在zài似乎只zhī有yǒu两liǎng种zhǒng类lèi型的de人rén了le,一yī是shì在zài现实的de泥ní溷中打转zhuǎn的de人rén,一yī是shì偶然ǒurán也yě从cóng泥ní溷中昂起头来lái喘口kǒu气的de人rén。寂寞便biàn是shì供gōng人rén喘chuǎn息xī的de几jǐ口kǒu新xīn空kōng气qì。喘几jǐ口kǒu气之zhī后还huán得de耐nài心地de低dī头钻zuān进jìn泥ní溷里lǐ去qù。所suǒ以yǐ我wǒ对duì于yú能néng够gòu昂首shǒu物外wài的de举jǔ动并bìng不bù愿yuàn再zài多duō苛kē责zé。逃táo避bì现实,如rú果现实真zhēn能néng逃táo避bì,吾寤寐以yǐ求之zhī!有yǒu过guò静坐zuò经jīng验yàn的de人rén该gāi知zhī道dao,最zuì初努力把bǎ握wò着zhe自己的de心,叫jiào它tā什么也yě不bù想xiǎng,而ér是shì多duō么困kùn难nán的de事!那nà是shì强迫自己入rù于yú寂寞的de手段duàn,所suǒ谓参禅入rù定dìng完wán全属于yú此cǐ类lèi。我wǒ所suǒ赞美的de寂寞jìmò,稍shāo异于yú是shì。我wǒ所suǒ谓的de寂寞jìmò,是shì随suí缘偶得de,无wú需xū强求,一yī刹间的de妙miào悟也yě不bù嫌xián短duǎn,失掉diào了le也yě不bù必bì怅惘。但是shì我wǒ有yǒu一yī刻kè寂寞jìmò,我wǒ要yào好hǎo好hǎo地de享受xiǎngshòu它tā。Log into leave a comment💬Start the conversationBe the first to share your thoughts!
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